Neon rainy melancholic boy

A sad boy (same face as uploaded) standing alone in the rain at night, cinematic and emotional mood, soft rain streaks visible, wet hair and jacket, downcast eyes, subtle tear mixing with rain, neon city lights blurred in the background, shallow depth of field, moody blue and gray color palette, realistic skin texture, natural body proportions, dramatic side lighting, high contrast, film grain, 35mm lens look, ultra detailed, realistic, no oversmoothing, melancholic atmosphere.